holy fuck...

this week... its coming this week.

a week from right now i'll be so drugged up that i wont care that i've been almost "split in half" (co-worker's words, not mine)...

so excited... i just cant believe it..scared, but excited... dont wanna not wake up, ya know??

eating wise, we're not even gunna go there ... i've just made sure im getting my vitamins in and my protein... i have been working out so it's somewhat of a balance, right?