dunno about this whole liquid thing...

**sigh**

i knew i wasnt going to be able to stick with it... i havent eaten anything so far today, i've had about a scoop of protein powder for this morning (made it w/ 2 scoops and drank 1/2 of it) and this afternoon made 1 scoop and drank about 4 sips before gagging.

i really dont know what to do. this whole diet mentality fucks me up so bad. banding is not about dieting, why am i doing this to myself?

i get satisfied on a few ounces of protein (chicken) why cant i just do that?? now i feel like i am such a fucking failure cause i cant do protein powder ... grrrrr. and yes, i know that its shitty tasting but i should just suck it up.