fuck again ...

i dont know if it is true hunger or head hunger but i want to eat everything under the sun...

EVERYTHING.UNDER.THE.SUN... really

so far, i've made OK choices. had a shake for breakfast (fucking 26 degrees here this morning), 14 almonds, more almonds, yup, more almonds maybe another serving of 28 total, maybe a tad more, tad less...

my pouch is full, but i am not... does that make any sense? nopers ...

and i am FUCKING FUCK FUCK cold... wearing long sleeved dress, workout jacket and a cardigan over that ... still cold.

i need to just suck it up and buy some tights or maybe just pantyhose (shudder) would help. yup, i have bare legs

it is SOOOOO TOM so i am hoping that is why my weight is up (270.4fuckyouverymuch!)

tired, crabby, fuck... i did run this morning. went a mile, my stupid nike+ thingy registered 1.5 miles ... fuck again