19December

only 71 days til my abdominalplasty ... gack!!

i truly am a chicken shit and hate pain. HATE pain... but this is going to be worth it. a few weeks of pain and then a lifetime to live. no huge gut hanging down my thighs.

i'll be able to run with no issues, i can get up from whereever - couch, floor, etc without being worried that i will lose my balance and topple over (yup, it's happened more than i care to admit).

i nearly look drunk sometimes getting up, just losing my balance for a few seconds ... no more of that! :)