thanks Achieving Me...

i read this on achieving me's blog and was goign to comment there, but decided to post about it...

i wish i could look in the mirror and see something good, but at 252 pounds (yes, still) i dont see it.
yes, i see better but not good - at all ... eating garbage (even if it is a 100 calorie pack) is not helping me... not exercising - at all - is not helping me...

i start training for Chicago Tuesday... i keep telling myself i will start Tuesday, i will start Tuesday ... **sigh** i suck so bad.