21Jan food

back to blogging. back to Atkins. started induction today.
havent finished yet, but all thats left is my protein drink and i really dont want to drink it, but i need to try it before tomorrow. new flavor - chocolate peanut butter. hopefully it tastes as good as i've been told... :)


nutritional info for Monday:
Calories - 1098
Fat - 72.9g (61%)
Carb - 17.7g (7%)
Protein - 87g (32%)

we'll see how i do. weight this morning was 261.8 ... ick.

dunno about this whole liquid thing...

**sigh**

i knew i wasnt going to be able to stick with it... i havent eaten anything so far today, i've had about a scoop of protein powder for this morning (made it w/ 2 scoops and drank 1/2 of it) and this afternoon made 1 scoop and drank about 4 sips before gagging.

i really dont know what to do. this whole diet mentality fucks me up so bad. banding is not about dieting, why am i doing this to myself?

i get satisfied on a few ounces of protein (chicken) why cant i just do that?? now i feel like i am such a fucking failure cause i cant do protein powder ... grrrrr. and yes, i know that its shitty tasting but i should just suck it up.

ok, this really sucks

the double chocolate mousse is cardboard flavored as well ...

fuck ... a ... duck ...

shakes in review

2 scoops of creamy caramel something or other... not bad... it did come out a bit frothy on top, once i got rid of that it was OK, more than likely will not order again.

even with 1 packet of sweet n low not so great...